Three Theme Songs for The Two Week Wait
Two Week Wait Theme Song #1
Last night on my way home from work Bill called me and told me he was stopping at a pharmacy to pick up some cold medicine for my sister. Apparently she didn’t call me because she was worried I was too busy. Busy, yes? But I was only 200 yards from Walgreens and it would have consumed all of about 10 minutes of my time, a small contribution to help my sick niece get well. Especially since it was my sweet little petri dish of a daughter who passed along this nasty cold.
Still, I declined. My workload had nothing to do with it. I didn’t take it off my husband’s plate because I am a wimp on the verge of completely caving at any moment. I
fear know if I walk into any institution that sells or contains pregnancy tests I will walk out with at least one, if not more.
I need an intervention.
Two Week Wait Theme Song #2
I awoke yesterday morning feeling total normal. The tell-tale exhaustion from the day before was gone, my “girl”s were a little sore but not tingly anymore, and the tightness in my lower abdomen disappeared. After being convinced for several days that the symptoms I experienced meant a Big Fat Positive (BFP) was just around the corner, I felt sad and dejected. The feelings of sadness and dejection made me think maybe I had PMS. I was spiraling out of control and I needed company. I immediately texted a friend, my sisters, and my Mom to share the insanity.
Keep in mind, I am only 3 weeks and 4 days pregnant. Even in the best case scenario any HCG in my system would be minimal. Any symptoms I have are much more likely to be caused by hormones I am taking than a pregnancy at this early stage.
By the end of the work day I was yawning mid-sentence when talking to one of my employees about a client. I almost hurled when I walked by the Keurig we have in our lobby. Coffee was my only aversion when I was pregnant with Spork. It was so bad Bill had to brew his morning cup of joe in our garage.
So now I am sane and hopeful again, even though I know it means nothing. All aboard!
Two Week Wait Theme Song #3
I love Carly and this is one of my all time faves. The ballad begins:
We can never know about the days to come
But we think about them anyway
And I wonder if I’m really with you now
Or just chasing after some finer day.
Is making me late
Is keeping me waiting
This beautiful little ditty goes on to describe the longing for a lover, but this first verse and chorus makes me think of Blob. Are you still with me now, Blob? Are you still living and growing?
Or is this cycle just a step toward a finer day when we will have another baby in our arms?
Whatever the case, I am more than eagerly anticipating the days to come. Specifically Saturday when this part of the wait will finally be done. With any luck we will be done waiting for pregnancy test results forever.
If you had a theme song for how you are feeling today, what would it be?